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Re: My stomach is going crazy
Posted by I Hear Ya on 5/02/08
On 5/01/08, life now on hold... wrote:
> So yesterday was my last day at my school. I have three weeks
> of student teaching and it was terminated. I will student
> teach again in the fall. I am the last person who would ever
> want to be the "worst" student teacher ever... but I really
> feel there were huge issues with communication between myself
> and my CT.
>
> About a week and a half ago she said to me that I needed to
> change the way that I reacted with my feedback - I am a career
> change and am used to defending every move when receiving
> criticizm because thats what you are required to do in
> corporate america. I dont feel my school appropriately
> prepared me to deal with that and also with the issues that
> were brought to the table.
>
> Unbenounced to me, she was constantly in the principals office
> complaining about me, but I had no idea she was so unhappy.
> Someone from my school came out on tuesday to put me on
> a "behavior remediation program" - which was a huge shock to
> me considering I didnt realize that I was being
> unprofessional... a little difficult when no one tells you
> that there isan issue.
>
> After all of that, I couldn't stop bawling my eyes out - so
> once I composed myself, I went back to the classroom only to
> find a teacher that I trusted standing outside of the door.
> My eyes were bright red and she asked me what was wrong. I
> said I was fine, but she asked again and I trusted that she
> wouldn't say anything, and let her know how I was feeling.
> She promised me. I come to find that later that night she
> called my CT - and the two of them were in the principals
> office about it yesterday.
>
> After school my CT talked to me about it - and I sincerely
> apologized about it. But then I got a call on my way home
> saying that the school dropped me.
>
> I am devistated. And now I need to go back this afternoon to
> get my stuff and take back the projects that I was going to
> grade last night. I live in the community and see the
> families of the kids all the time.
>
> I am getting a new placement - and know that I shouldnt have
> said a word - but I thought it was in confidence.
>
> Ok - on my way to the school. Something very similar happened to me, but it was after my
student teaching. It is so interesting how these things happen
to people. Wow! I thought I was the only one who had B.S. like
this happen to me. Apparently it is happening all over. It makes
you feel like crap. Why are people such back stabbers. I don't
get it. Well, apparently there are creul people out there
waiting to bait you in. Sometimes I come with the feeling that
schools are like communist prisons. You just can't say a darn
word without getting yourself in a heap of trouble. I didn't
realize this until I was in the heap.
Posts on this thread, including this one
- Not recommended for credential, 4/29/08, by Seven.
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/01/08, by Rodeo.
- Re: Not recommended for credential - by which college?, 5/01/08, by Let us know so that others can avoid the place!!! nfm.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/01/08, by life now on hold....
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/02/08, by Rodeo.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/02/08, by things are getting better.... slowly.
- Re: To Rodeo, 5/02/08, by stomach lady.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/02/08, by I Hear Ya.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/02/08, by OldTeach.
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/02/08, by Seven.
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/02/08, by Rodeo to Seven and Stomach lady.
- Re: Thanks Rodeo!, 5/02/08, by Stomach Lady.
- Re: to stomack lady, 5/05/08, by been there.
- Re: Been There, 5/05/08, by Movin On... (previously stomach lady).
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/05/08, by Get some help!.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/05/08, by BC.
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/08/08, by not legal in any state...
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/08/08, by still hate my CT.
- Re: Not recommended for credential, 5/08/08, by Seven.
- Re: My stomach is going crazy, 5/09/08, by Rodeo to Seven.
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